Wait... Aren't you a little later with this? The answer is actually no. I started this blogpost before the New Year even begun, and God said "Nope... Take your time."
After the Golden City tour ended in November, it was pretty perfect how the whole month of December was filled with family time and lots of reflection. December started and my mind was still back in August due to the speed of constant events in the year. The best thing about it is that it was Advent, and as I was preparing for Christmas this year it was something completely fresh and brand new. I found myself loving "Christmas music" this year! - there was something about its beauty and simplicity that spoke to me.
This is all to say that 2014 was a HUGE year!!! So many new things, checkpoints, things accomplished, and lots learned. 2015 is setting itself up for something new and more.
It was truly something mystical. I was a little late and behind, as well as feeling very anxious and agitated. While in the bathroom shaving was when Christian came to give me his note, which is funny because as he is learning more and more to write in school he has started this habit of writing us small notes from time to time. It was a perfect gift in Christmas Eve, because anyone who know's my personal story knows that in my spiritual walk I have always had problems with the person of "Jesus" and as a teen I very much had jealousy issues. (not sure how long you've been following, but I spoke about it on this track - http://allislovefeelx.bandcamp.com/track/creed) This has continuously something that has been amended as usually I would feel very much more comfortable jn my relationships with the Father and the Holy Spirit. Leading up to Christmas though Jesus himself was coming to me much more.
It was in the moment of receiving this note that it all finally made sense. That is the same note that Jesus wrote to the Father for our salvation. What great humility, and silence. My son Christian did not have to tell me with words, and how obedient he is to me always, but yet here comes his one petition to me on the holidays. What great peace, love, and joy it brings.
I lastly write this... I have been telling people I don't have a New Years resolution as much as I have 2 virtues I am making my intention for this year and they are very connected to all I have written above. Simply they are "silence" and "humilty". I know this year will bring more challenges and more obstacles, more leadership, and more people to serve. This year I make it my intention to truly be silent and listen more to the ones I am serving, and also to be more humble than ever before in my own obedience with love always.
- The Symbol
- All is Love
The Symbol's MUSIC :
These are my thoughts . . . My Beliefs . . . My Actions . . . Everything I do. This is the documentation of my quest towards creating more unity in the community by authentic #LOVE.
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and continued at:
But now, as I have matured in my understanding as "The Symbol" and no longer Brandon Feel-X Morel you can continue my journey with me here.
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